here I am, 20 weeks along and getting gently reminded that I have absolutely no control of time. Swoosh and there it goes! I swear I was just getting ready for chris to deploy, wondering what it was going to be like to have a baby without him here. now? we have this incredibly joyful and entertaining 20 month old and I am half way through the pregnancy for baby #2!
so happy, so blessed – so need things to slow down.
with work requirements, a go go anabelle, keeping track of chris schedule, and just life in general, I’m trying to figure out some time (hopefully soon) where I can just be with this baby inside my belly. I want to be able to focus on her, send calm and soothing good vibes her way, just to better connect with her. next week I have a check up and my big ultrasound so I’m anxious for another peek. since I haven’t felt her move quite yet I just want a quick ‘I’m a-ok momma!’ from our tiny emilymae.
as a start for my focus-on-your-baby-belly plan, I’ve scheduled a lovely massage for myself & EMA for Wednesday. I think I feel better already!
I’m pretty sure my newly acquired hips and bum are starting to make my dress a bit shorter.
could be the belly too, I suppose.
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